“I Feel…” – Poetry 

I FEEL…
Poetry excerpt from Demonic Lulladies.

© S.B. “LullaDIEs”

I feel like… a child,
I feel like I’m bad.
I feel like I’m vile.
I feel like I’m sad.

I feel like… a woman,
I feel like I’m owned.
I feel no enjoyment,
I feel like I’m all alone.

I feel like… a cheater,
I feel like I should have lost.
I feel like I’m eager,
I feel like I can’t trust.

I feel like… I shouldn’t,
I feel like I can’t refuse.
I feel like I couldn’t,
I feel like I’m abused.

I feel like… I’m dying,
I feel like I have no soul.
I feel like I’m crying,
But there’s no tears to behold.

I feel like… a dealer,
I feel like I’m drugged.
I feel like it’s clearer,
I feel the lies obstruct.

I feel like… I’m tired,
I feel like I’m drained.
I feel I expired,
I forgot how to feel afraid.

I feel like… A soldier,
I feel like this is a game.
I feel like I’m tortured,
I feel like I’m being tamed.

I feel like… I’m crazy,
I feel like you don’t care.
I feel like I’m shaking,
I feel like you’re unaware.

I feel like… a victim,
I feel like you hate me.
I feel like a villain,
I feel this is all I’ll ever be.

I fell like… I’m hungry,
I feel like a cannibal.
I feel like a junkie,
It feels incredible.

I feel like… I’m Psycho,
I feel like I’m losing my mind.
I feel like a shadow,
I feel there’s no sanity left to find.

I feel like… a menace,
I feel like an abomination.
I feel like it’s relentless,
I feel like a contamination.

I feel like… a creature,
I feel like a rabid wolf.
I feel like a stranger,
I feel I’m hiding in sheeps wool.

I feel like… a butcher,
I feel like making a scene.
I feel like a slaughter,
I feel like a dark queen.

I feel like… a killer,
I feel no remorse for this.
I feel like a stealer,
I feel like I couldn’t resist.

I feel like… a demon,
I feel like committing these sins.
I feel my damnation,
I feel it’s living under my skin.

I feel like… a monster,
I feel like hearing you scream.
I feel like I’ve conquered,
I feel like watching you bleed.

I feel like… I’m dangerous,
I feel like mass genocide.
I feel like I’m hazardous,
I feel like I can no longer hide.

I feel like… the Reaper,
I feel like destroying the world.
I feel like it’s deeper,
I feel like it’s all your fault.

I feel like… I’m evil,
I feel like ending it all.
I feel like the devil,
I feel like setting off the atom bomb.

I feel like… it’s over,
I feel like this is the end.
I feel like it’s closer,
I feel like this is my decent.

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